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Not enough time to sleep… I just want things to be normal again. I don’t know exactly how, but I feel my life has drastically changed this past year. Things just don’t matter to me as much, maybe… I’m not really sure about many things anymore. It’s all mysterious. There’s also not many friends to talk to, because we’re all busy with our own shit (aka school work).
I’ve been attempting to study for my ochem lab midterm coming up, and doing laundry at the same time… but the former has been failing (at least I’m getting some clean clothes soon). I think I’ve appeared so empty and emotionless/sad recently that my friends don’t really want to talk to me anymore, well, I mean it’s not like I’m enjoyable company now anyways. It’s really hard to get out of a depressed mood… until it just fades away. I think part of me just wants to stay sad, because it is my true feelings. It’ll be like faking if I were to go make myself feel better, you know? Maybe not… lol but listening to love songs all day isn’t helping my mood.
Well, no use thinking about things right now I guess. Back to work.
